No Apologies Have Been Forthcoming As Yet & In Our Older Age. No News! – A ‘Complete Blank’ On The Animals That I Looked After – Before 1993 – “Heartbreaking” & “Wilfully Cruel”


Fascinating – Mary Beard returns with the live, topical cultural debate programme. Mary and her guest panellists discuss the representation of older people in our culture. Featuring a rare television interview with writer, poet and cultural commentator Clive James. https://www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/b0bk6848/front-row-late-series-3-episode-1

So, you think that you were naughty! Tongue out at Daddies #hictwats & #shamblefuckers . Photo – Chris & Amelia – Approx, 2004. Summer 2018 – Amelia, nearly, off to Liverpool University in Sept. Christopher has passed his A Levels (3), & now, has to decide, which UNI to go to. 2 x Chesapeake Bay Retrievers, Quarter Horses’ – Bob Mayhew WES – & Foal https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DdaUiTDfgPU “Crufts 2012 – Chesapeake Bay Retriever Best of Breed”. Judge, “Chrissie Arnac Mayhew” – All @ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0W9b_r7nU “As the saying goes, ‘Beauty is only skin deep.’ I learned the importance of recognizing toxic relationships and friendships and how to navigate these types of relationships. I have learned to cut out the bad people in my life and treasure those who bring positivity. In the end, I have become a stronger person in all capacities, even though it took being dragged through what seemed like endless amounts of darkness” https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-truisms-wellness/201611/the-5-types-people-you-need-get-out-your-life

Copper

https://twitter.com/punkgirldiaries/status/1001171507576524800 ‘Mrs Rosemary (Ro) Gillian Williams’ 1984-1993 (married name), nee, Maxwell-Muller – ‘Celia Gollin’, elder, half-sister to ‘Ro’ (The Mutations & The Stranglers) & Ian R Maxwell-Muller. Who, were, and are now, my very own #hictwats or #shamblefuckers Making my “map”, or a list. https://www.nationaltheatre.org.uk/blog/bernard-shaw-10-best-one-liners … … & Bertrand Russell, ‘Without a “map”, orientation is impossible, the trivial appears to be important and the mundane becomes profound’!

“If Facebook & Twitter, had a child, it would be Google+” Anon https://plus.google.com/u/0/+CharlesAnthonyLeonardWilliamsluckyme0 Tee-hee-hee & a ‘temp suspension’ on you know what (reading hard – no doubt – the #hictwats & #shamblefuckers ) such a very nice feeling, getting ones own …., amongst those!

“No Apologies Have Been Forthcoming” – a title for many of life’s abuses – If one is lucky enough for life to be a longish one!
I’m always quite amazed, with everything, which probably keeps me going on, and on, in the vast timelessness of a life’s older agelessness’s. Like for us all, and in whom it’s all aimed at; on this amazingly modern and wonderful electronic communicative platform (showing my age, now)! When another person wrongs you, your typical first thought is one of revenge. We think that by inflicting similar pain onto this person, we’ll make ourselves feel better. While that may make our sick-minded selves feel better for a little while, it most likely will not in the long run. Seeking revenge doesn’t cancel out the behaviours that hurt you. It just perpetuates the cycle of pain @ https://www.elitedaily.com/life/why-we-need-to-stop-seeking-revenge When you were young, and like when I was, there was definitely (for me), no time, for any of “it”, as can be seen. Celia Gollin, has reawakened the memories of a very sad and very lowly, past person and the persons’, who have, seriously, “wronged”. Amazed, and amused, I am – I am now, within, the very basic of formatting and in my underlying desire to expose, somewhat, the “emotional rawness of any truths”, and at their costs – by (their) narcissistic public exposures – it has cost me so much, emotionally, presently; financially, at that time of 25 Years ago!
Is it good to get revenge?
“When you seek vengeance, you hurt yourself as well, if not more. You are not going to feel good about hurting someone regardless if it is warranted or not. Your anger toward this person will only increase if you preoccupy yourself with revenge. … “The best revenge is just moving on and getting over it. How about Vengeance – Carlsmith suggests that the reason revenge increases anger rather than decreasing it is because of ruminations. When people don’t get revenge, they tend to trivialize the event by telling themselves that because they didn’t act on their vengeful feelings, it wasn’t a big deal” https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/pieces-mind/201309/revenge-will-you-feel-better

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Before 1993 – This part “Quarter Horse” called “Dusty”, was on loan to me (it had been, slightly, unmanageable). It was placed “1st”, with me, at “The American Quarter Annual Horse Show” of 1989. It was a bit “springy” & “hot”, otherwise, “absolutely fine”. The Judge, I think, was, Bob Mayhew, Western Equestrian Society (WES). https://www.facebook.com/bob.mayhew.14. This horse that I “quite liked”, somewhat, “loved”, was returned to the “Owner”. Another, “loss”, but an earlier one, setting a bad trend!

Following On – Separate, ‘Photo & A Different Horse’ Photo 2!
Beguiled” From 1978-1993
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Charles Anthony Leonard Williams – “Beguiled”, From 1978-1993. Did, “They Really Try To Destroy & Rob Me”? Celia Gollin reckons, they did!
Photo 2, Before 1993, “Horsham & District – Riding Club” & “One Day Event” – Me On, “Tommy”, part, “TB” (I think?). June 1991. A fun day out – “Tommy”, is in training to be an “Eventer”, but went “lame, supposedly” & had to be destroyed. From, Rosemary (Ro) Williams, nee, Maxwell-Muller https://www.facebook.com/ro.williams.330 (the Horse, was in her name “unbeknown to me”) & she “pocketed” all of the “Insurance Payout” (telling me, as our Divorce was going through; we were living together) so it must have been, although, of course, I had “paid for the Horse” & really, “loved it”! Dominatrix – https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dominatrix

I think that this was when the “great jealousy’s”, towards me, started, in 1991. Maybe, I could be wrong, but after 25 Years of a moderate success, with Horses (2018), it feels like that she was purposely laming each one of my Horses, of course, “she” was up to many more “tricks”..! Riders – What they can get up to “Novels & Books” @https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Riders_(novel)

Dusty 1

Tommy 1

August 2018 – Our “Pisspot” GB – A Flat Out & F*cked Up UK “Silly Season”, {sic), means “just puked up”! – The very silly & costly Brexit of “Noo Noo” Plans = “Noo Noo” a lover, a fighter a vacuum of all ages. Also known as “The Great Devourer” he exists in the plane of existence (Astral – like, ‘what I’m on’) known as “Teletubby Land”!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wippooDL6WE

First-hand experience (beware): Myself –  Mother (possibly, to do my father down, in some way, in their “rocky relationship”) had a ‘Paper’ that showed that I was faulty in “certain faculties” (to make the 1960’s, required, “Rounded Type of Personality”), so that expert help was required, by a ‘Private Expert Tutor Type of Person’ (Child Psychologist) that would then cost an exorbitant amount of money to repair; a fallacy, no doubt of ‘Savage Educational Psycho-Science’ – My children – suffered the same, by, ‘certain persons’, at their early years Private School, an aim, to rake us of cash. (Psychobabble, mostly originates in the USA’s, overwhelming, for the average parent –  The Private Tutorial Educational Publications & The Private Tutorial Businesses. “The Public School* System” (Sex Abuse UK) “The human rights of children are, however, compromised; children’s rights under local and international law remain subordinated to their (often, remarkably, stupid & very immature) parents” (whom – will have sent them there; now, or in the past – inc). https://www.nicholashancox.co.uk/education_faith_schools.htm

* “This thesis finds that three of the major faith groups (the Anglicans, the Roman Catholics and the Muslims) have very different reasons for participating in the system of state education and very different success rates, especially when measured against their own objectives (*abuse – as above – more, & for, most of GB’s very sad & child abusive “Educational History”)”  https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-45127284 Boris Johnson, “Mr Johnson (a silly, “Hick” – again) has rejected calls to apologise for saying people wearing burkas looked like “letterboxes” or “bank robbers” (not very clever & exceptionally thick – like his ‘supporters’) https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-politics-45130532

#shamblefucked
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#hictwats

“My list is now in the making”! Donald Trump a “Hick”, with “ADHD” + “Senility”; whatever! “Hic” – “A red neck type of person. Not trailer trash, but farmer cowboy red neck. Usually of lower intelligence, has long bull horns on the front of dualies truck and a rifle rack in the window. Common among rural prairie areas, ie Saskatchewan” https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Hi-C

Very sad & appalling (UK’s Taxpayers – “COMPLICIT”) Saudi-led air strike kills 29 children in Yemen “At least 29 children have been killed and 30 wounded in a Saudi-led coalition airstrike in Yemen, the International Committee of the Red Cross says” https://www.bbc.co.uk/…/saudi-led-air-strike-kills-29-child…

Hippy-ism #mashyourheadtof*ck

Not Educated Enough?
Publius Ovidius Naso, known as Ovid in the English-speaking world, was a Roman poet who lived during the reign of Augustus. Wikipedia
Born: 20 March 43 BC, Sulmona, Italy
Died: Constanța, Romania
Poems: Metamorphoses, Ars Amatoria, Amores, Heroides, Fasti, Remedia Amoris, Medicamina Faciei Femineae
Influenced by: Virgil, Homer, Cicero, Catullus, Augustus, Lucretius, Tibullus, Callimachus, Epicurus, Propertius
Quotes
“Love is a kind of warfare.”
“Let your hook be always cast. In the pool where you least expect it, will be fish.”
“If you want to be loved, be lovable.” https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ovid Also, in a book for all women & written by Ovid, “Women like sex, just as much as men, but they are much better at hiding it.”
Ovid – “Warfare Of Love” – “Transposed” (again, last time in “1993”, by, “LOVE”), by those, “modern” #hictwats & #shamblefuckers – “Crawling is the process by which Googlebot discovers new and updated pages to be added to the Google index. We use a huge set of computers to fetch (or “crawl”) billions of pages on the web. The program that does the fetching is called Googlebot (also known as a robot, bot, or spider).” To avoid – sign into Google + or otherwise – shift, “Country of Origin”, where freedom of info exists – pages moved by, Google 404 & to a “different server” (Server Splitting), is now visible, example: https://plus.google.com/+CharlesAnthonyLeonardWilliamsluckyme0/posts/YPe3qPHS2P8
“Crawling is the process by which Googlebot discovers new and updated pages to be added to the Google index. We use a huge set of computers to fetch (or “crawl”) billions of pages on the web. The program that does the fetching is called Googlebot (also known as a robot, bot, or spider).”
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“As the saying goes, ‘Beauty is only skin deep.’ I learned the importance of recognizing toxic relationships and friendships and how to navigate these types of relationships. I have learned to cut out the bad people in my life and treasure those who bring positivity. In the end, I have become a stronger person in all capacities, even though it took being dragged through what seemed like endless amounts of darkness” https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-truisms-wellness/201611/the-5-types-people-you-need-get-out-your-life
“Winning The Survival Game In Life”. Not just the evolutionary theory of “The Survival Of The Fittest” (+ Occasional Random Mutation), but in the “Game Theories – Generous Tit-For-Tat”, won everything, every time! https://www.bbc.co.uk/iplayer/episode/b0b9zsfb/the-joy-of-winning “How to have a happier life and a better world all thanks to maths, in this witty, mind-expanding guide to the science of success with Hannah Fry.”

Photo – Cattistock (Dorset) Opening Meet 2000. A collection of notes, over a period of time (ref, ‘Celia Gollin’, correspondence, 2016 to 2018) paste & copied – copy adjusted. An amazing job is done, saving some sanity, in later life: can’t really, speak about, all the “Others”! 2018.

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Horses & Horse Riding (More Photos & Videos – Just Starting on The Album) After 1993 – Not Including ‘Westbrook Hall Farm RH12 3PT’ & Where All My Horses & Home & Animals, Became, A Complete Waste Of My Time!
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Good Karma, “Westbrook Stables 2017”, was @ https://www.facebook.com/westbrookliverystables/ now removed, but some good photos.
TOP DEFINITION
#shamblefuck
The term originates from Aston Gaels Tpur. Like a clusterfuck but just a million times worse. Where everything is a complete shamble’s but also proper fucked at the same time. e.g. “This whole situation is fucking shambolic” could be described as “Shamblefucked”. Andrew Wing is credited as being the original #shamblefucker
Everything is fucked and it’s a shamble’s, this is a proper #shamblefuck.
by ezeergood October 05, 2016 https://www.urbandictionary.com/author.php?author=ezeergood
Rosemary (Ro) Williams, nee, Maxwell-Muller. Chrissie Arnac Mayhew.
My #shamblefuckers
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0W9b_r7nU #hictwats
Divorce 1993. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tokophobia
Rosemary Gillian Williams, nee, Maxwell-Muller (& her ‘cousin’). ‘The Barren Lands’, & the, ‘Farm’, ‘The Lonely Pine’. A story/book in the making. The initial shock ‘got over’. We, bros, Len’s girlfriend, was a ‘first cousin’ to Rosemary (same / named), she left him; &, I, then, found, much younger wives (Len gets married), restored ourselves and in my case some of the wealth that was inherently lost. They must be so lonely (with, presumably, no children) and old! As ‘mother’ would say, ‘They were so, frightfully common, Darlings’ (non-skiers, so on…)! Ref, ‘Cracked & Bad Eggs’. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kM9-ijq3TI4 +++ Betrayed http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-london-42366629 Getting away from the Has-been! noun: has-been, “a person or thing considered to be outmoded or no longer of any significance.” CFS/ME starting approx 1991?
In our youth (read: fertility) obsessed culture, becoming post-menopausal means the end of bearing a biological child and, it seems, the official beginning of your pointlessness and invisibility as an older woman. But, it seems, just as in other stages of my ‘failure’ to become a mother, I don’t fully buy into this cultural narrative of my worthlessness. And maybe even the ‘invisibility’ might work to my advantage too, as it gives me the space to focus on what’s important to me, freed from the need to ‘fit in’ https://gateway-women.com/the-childless-menopause/
Pre-1993 Relationships. “The English Patient” (Film) – Almásy: There is no God… but I hope someone looks after you.
Madox: Just in case you’re interested, it’s called the “suprasternal notch”. Come and visit us in Dorset when all this nonsense is over. The “sex was faulty”. [Heads away but turns back]
Madox: You’ll never come to Dorset.
Do “they” all remember – like I do? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1OopmufwUo
More (welcome) “Trolls” Are At Large – The Packard Car Club UK, ‘The English Connection’ (a “Book”!) – is visiting us tomorrow & after they have spent the last 20 Yrs researching this subject – they have now found “Us” & all is due to the Internet @ https://plus.google.com/u/0/communiti…/115288602914964402957
It (Packard’s) couldn’t get going again after WW2 (1945) due to the overburden of taxes & the vast import duties, Gov UK’s. Paternal, Grandpa’s, assembly factory, made aero engines & MTB engines during WW2 that was bombed & rebuilt twice, with a great loss of life (35 deaths by a ‘V2 German Rocket’) & the multiple injuries.
The realisation of a very sad family dysfunctionality & as of 2018 – No recorded biological children, amongst this family of Maxwell-Muller, or any of their Cousins – the whole ‘line’, presumably, will soon die-out! Extraordinary, it is to contemplate, where all the “resources” will ultimately be “settled”!
Rosemary Gillian Maxwell-Muller was born on 4th April 1955 in Lambeth, Surrey, her father, Brian, was 33, and her mother, Margaret, was 36. She married Charles Anthony Leonard Williams in March 1983 and have no children and they were divorced in 1993. All, by Rosemary’s own very public instructions on the grounds of “bad behaviour” as any adultery in the marriage, was not presented to the Divorce Court. She has one brother, Ian Robert Maxwell-Muller, who was born in June 1959 in London, England, his father, Brian, was 37 and his mother, Margaret, was 41. He has no children in 2018 that can be seen. He has one sister, Rosemary, as above, and two half-sisters, one being deceased as below. Rosemary’s two half-sisters, Celia R Gollin was born in March 1946 in Birmingham, Warwickshire, her father, Edward Marcus Gollin, was 35, and her mother, Margaret, was 27. The other half-sister Merial Jean Gollin was born on April 3, 1944. She died as a teenager of pneumonia on 8 October 1957 in London. Charles Anthony Leonard Williams, then went on to re-marry in 1998, having their twin-children in 1999, a girl, and a boy, and is still very happily married in 2018, and lives in Dorset, England.
Dinah Ashton, nee, Gibson, nee, Maxwell-Muller, was born in September 1948 in Northern Surrey. There are no records of any biological children.
Josephine Ann Maxwell-Muller was born on September 8, 1944, in Hendon, Middlesex, England, her father, Leon, was 31, and her mother, Margaret, was 26. She married Anthony John G Heaton in 1974. She died on October 30, 2010, at the age of 66. There are no records of any biological children.
https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100006718488045 Chrissie Arnac Mayhew – Poor very nice little dog “Spiky” for suspect “fighting???, put down by me (taken to the Vet & I watched this innocent dog die) on her orders (Roie’s) as she said that she couldn’t cope (so mixed up & paranoid, psychotic, sometimes; her being violent & dangerous) with that (the “orders”) most probably, came from this man, see the video of 2xChesapeakes + Quarter Horse & Foal https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0W9b_r7nU Photo, Chesapeake Bay Retriever Club UK. The larger “Chesapeake Bay Retriever” – I don’t know what happened to my dog + all the other animals – some very cruel and some very nasty people were around on the farm + the “bathing” (not for me, all hot-screwed-up, “flushes”? +, the unexplained disappearances of Roie’s +++) I had to look after all the animals all on my own. No doubt that my “heritage money” was used in their silly little (teen-sexy & most unproductive), adventures, together.
So many miss-out on any attempts at a recovery and are destroyed. This trauma, combined with the “back seat riders” of the sedentary positioned, so-called “experts”, and all the, “critical talkers/writers”; will all try so very hard to thwart you & bring you right-down, often, through some appalling jealousy & some of the very cruellest of “shit-spreading” tactics! Ro Williams, my “ex-wife”, tried to do some serious GBH, & with her awful psycho games, all within, the non-sensical “Blame Game Divorce Rules of the UK”. https://www.facebook.com/ro.williams.330 Newbury, Berkshire & her “Cronies”, ‘Robert Pring Dressage’, so on… pre, 1993. Cronies = “IGNORANT INSCRUTABLES” (little, of any truth, did they know – interfering into a third parties marriage affairs).
Such fun, 1991-1993 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rutshire_Chronicles – Jilly Cooper – Wikipedia Riders and the Rutshire Chronicles. Thanks, ‘Chrissie Arnac Mayhew’, for the “best-est of divorce’s, ever” (life was becoming, more, & more of a “screwed up hell”, “A GOING NOWHERE HELL”!, plus the relationship between, Ro Williams, & Mayhew, both, Ro & Chrissie, cornering vast amounts of dosh, with their “same-time” divorce ambitions 1991-1993)! Horses (Quarter Horses 2 or 3 purchased) Mayhew (WES) Western Equestrian Society & dogs, Chesapeake Bay Retrievers (2+ purchased) Gun Dogs.
A Bustle In Your Hedgerow https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9ioyEvdggk
“Before, another skedaddle button is pressed, “Hi-De-Ho & Hi-De-High”!
Chris (tries) to befriend, “(Ro) Rosemary G Williams, nee, Maxwell-Muller” @ https://www.facebook.com/ro.williams.330 for his “Heritage”; “Photos”; “Interests” in Newbury, Berkshire – 77 Newbury Road, Kingsclere, RG20 4SU.
A Bustle In Your Hedgerow https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D9ioyEvdggk
2xChesapeakes + Quarter Horse & Foal https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0W9b_r7nU Photo, Chesapeake Bay Retriever Club.
Limboland. Twins Are 19 “The GAP & UNI Years Are Starting” – Timelines Are Clear (just). Escape Nos 4. Secret Exploring & Secret Reading. Matters Of Honour (esp, in relationships). “The Timelines Of My Life Do Start To Blur With Age”. 25 Yrs Anniversary Of (a childless) Divorce – the “joint friends” from that period are now mostly sad & puerile & decrepit & hold very little interest, excepting for supplying some “superb-historyonics” https://www.facebook.com/plugins/post.php?href=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2F778806387%2Fposts%2F10156168709901388%2F&width=500

Brian Maxwell-Muller (My “Father-in-Law”). Bereavement & The Insecurities Begins. https://www.facebook.com/plugins/post.php?href=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2F778806387%2Fposts%2F10156266478846388%2F&width=500

Then: Kleptomania begins – Guided (Yoshi) “Adventure Skiing Off-Piste” – Escaping From Westbrook & The Revealing Of Brand New Horizons!
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Perhaps they did some ashamed or criminal things which are not expected to be revealed. https://www.cps.gov.uk/legal-guidance/false-allegations-rape-andor-domestic-abuse-see-guidance-charging-perverting-course Who cashed in? The (unaware) “Ignorant Inscrutables”! You Know Who? – https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Internet_phobia “Specific anxiety-raising situations can include using a computer or mobile phone, reading email, accessing the web, Facebook or other social media, but also being in open spaces, public transit, shopping malls, or simply being outside the home due to the risk of being photographed or otherwise Internet-logged in these situations.[1] Being in any of these situations may result in a “panic attack”.[3]” – “The cause of Internet phobia is likely to be a combination of environmental factors. The condition can run in families, [1] between friends or in other intimate relationships. Or perhaps they did some ashamed or criminal things which are not expected to be revealed. Perhaps they just experienced stressful events.”
“VERY SCARY” (without children involved, not so scary, but enough to cause PTSD) “The Blame Game Divorce In The UK” (when adultery or abandonment is not present) Such very cruel & very many very silly people try out this “psychological abuse” & spread it around (lying) to their “cronies” & “friends” later, all in the thinking & belief & to gain some sympathetic reaction or a justification. And notoriously for money (bribery) – possibly, later (backing up their, miserable, “Case”). https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aumw1CATQds NOT NICE!
Ref, (my) NHS Notes – A night’s stay in a Hospital (was less than 24 Hrs) & being kept in a loving, caring environment as there was “no case for me to answer to”! This letter was received in 2017, delivered to Charles & Lizzy, Christopher & Amelia by Celia Gollin, Rosemary G Williams, nee, Maxwell-Muller’s, half-sister, 24 Yrs had passed, after the accusations against me & our (Lizzy & I) children were 18 Yrs old! “HOW SO VERY SAD IS THAT”?
“Honourableness” & “The Unofficial Sitting Tenant”
“Matters of Honour” (“given & giving for illness” – “plenty to read”) £500,000.00 ++ Animals & Home (‘childless marriage’ – divorce), all is given from my “Heritage Funds 1993” to Ro Williams, 77 Newbury Road, Kingsclere. RG20 4SU https://www.facebook.com/ro.williams.330?lst=778806387%3A100005989950152%3A1517257018 I have “Honour” to Lizzy & our Twins & Ann – No room for Ro (except, benefactorially). But, we are being stalked by her half-sister Celia Gollin?, or someone online? Packard Cars, ‘The English Connection’. https://www.sott.net/article/129514-Stalk-Your-Stalker Full Brother (Roies) Ian R Maxwell-Muller, The Russett, The Old Orchard, Temeside, Ludlow, Shropshire, SY8 1JW. Friends (past, <1993) Deborah Keefe https://www.facebook.com/deborah.keefe.5?lst=778806387%3A1036277321%3A1524481183 And, Bob Mayhew, WES (Quarter Horses), and, Chrissie Arnac Mayhew (Chesapeake Bay Retrievers), video @ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0W9b_r7nU
Rosemary (Ro) Williams, nee, Maxwell-Muller + all the “Cronies” & Celia Gollin – stalking “2017” & “Tokophobia” (vulnerable person), unforgivable! The i & i & i’s (Interfering & Indisputable & Indefatigable) in my “family life” of 1993 (both our lives – with evil & f*cked up & PTSD) – Bob Mayhew WES, Western Riding & Quarter Horses – Chrissie Arnac Mayhew, Chesapeake Bay Retrievers Club UK. – Robert Pring Dressage – Sullivan’s – Crockford’s – Who else & @ RH12 3PT https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0W9b_r7nU

See, “Work & Education” (page). 25 Years on, now, in 2018! Looking after all the animals & vastly improving the Farm @ RH12 3PT. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0W9b_r7nU I gave this farm away and all of the animals to my then wife by divorce and some substantial Capital. There was illness and we had no children (14 Yrs). It was paid for solely by my “Heritage Capital”. Packard Cars, ‘The English Connection’ https://plus.google.com/u/0/communities/115288602914964402957 & see, “Life Events”. We had Aberdeen Angus Cattle (Summer Store Cattle), Horned White Park Pedigree Cattle, Show & Riding Horses, Rhinelander Dressage (prospect horse), Quarter Horses (Bob Mayhew, WES) & foals, Chesapeake Bay Retrievers (Chrissie Arnac Mayhew) Gun Dogs, Livery Horse Yard (Robert Pring, Dressage), so, on… The Farm, I believe, was sold in 1998 approx, the owner, Rosemary Williams, nee, Maxwell-Muller, moved to Kingsclere, Newbury / Basingstoke, Berkshire & now lives @ Yew Tree Cottage, 77 Newbury Road, Kingsclere, Berkshire, RG20 4SU – https://www.facebook.com/ro.williams.330?lst=778806387%3A100005989950152%3A1517257018 There was a letter from her to Lizzy & I in 2004 (some previous correspondence too!). Obviously, it was not acceptable for more than just “honourable reasons” to us both & our children (the twins) who were 5 Yrs old at the time!
Celia Gollin (Rosemary’s, elder half-sister) has been in constant correspondence with us, since early 2017. She is amazing, see some of the “write ups”! https://dangerousminds.net/comments/the_stranglers_secret_recordings_as_celia_and_the_mutations_1977

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Hi Charlie, 14/04/2018
Just to wish you all a Happy Spring! Btw, when I googled Ian’s address, it
appeared to be on the market… Otherwise, all quiet on the Western Front!
Warmest regards,
Celia.
My Reply
Hi,
Maybe?
Sold to him in 2003. Margaret’s demise, approx (Roie bought hers at about the same time), tax fiddles, no doubt!
Brother, moving in with Roie, what a fiasco (he will get beaten up again)???
Spring is going well, so far…, with the Twins forging a life for themselves. 19 yrs old soon!
25th anniversary away from Roie – yippie!!!
Lizzy is 12 yrs younger than me, in full-time work; I’m 66 so that my retirement “properly” is not going to happen for ages!
Careers, for Ann, too!
So, I have just joined a Dorset cross-country motorcycle club & I have been out with them today – beautiful weather!
I hope that you are bearing up, so to speak, getting older is horrible!
Kind regards +++
Charlie.
The Russett, The Old Orchard, Temeside, Ludlow, SY8 1JW
https://www.zoopla.co.uk/property/the-russett/the-old-orchard/temeside/ludlow/sy8-1jw/23494995

Hi Charlie, 16/04/2018
It was definitely for sale when you emailed me the address but seems to have been taken off the market now!
He acquired it in January 2003, so it was before Margaret died, which was in September.
They made the excuse that they didn’t know how to contact me when Margaret became unwell. I eventually
was informed of her death, but too late, obviously, to go and see her in hospital, or to go to her funeral.
Ghastly people!
I love the motorcycle club news, sounds great! Good to hear you are all doing so well, and at least Summer is
just around the corner, so that is good for the spirits too! Yes, age is crap, but I am just glad to be alive!
Love and best regards,
Celia.
Reply 16/04/2018
Hi,
Briefly.
If you really want to, you can find anyone’s address in the UK by normal & legal means.
That, what you say; all, quite appalling. Silly games, very near to Margaret’s death, with her Will (I have a copy, that my Solicitor has) – Ian would only just “tow a line”, Roie’s, but he is just as culpable, by doing this! All the Wills I’ve heard of, except in films, are made & signed years before anyone dies. It has all the hallmarks of (possible) manipulation.
The same,
Charlie.
IMPROVED (this, all, is very difficult to write about, but must be done)! ‘The Love Area’, of ‘beautiful views’. Belief; ‘in what they do and don’t want’, temporally, or permanently, was recognized, as faulty – by ‘him’!); in the complete change of mind by the ‘Petitioner’, after a brief lull, in a ‘pre-prepositioned act’ (given a day before, by the ‘Petitoner’) that took place in a secluded and outside area, of the Farm’s land. Nothing untoward, took place, and any ‘intimacy’, was never allowed by the ‘Petitioner’ again – a ‘setup job’ was at the heart of her, the, Petitioner’s tactics, & to cruelly cause, the maximum of emotional upset, by her accusations of some form of assault (rape), publicly, & in the UK’s, awful, “Blame Game”, for a Quickie Divorce, to then, speedily, proceed through the Courts! I then had at least 6 months of hell, & an extremely challenging & dangerous, even living with some situations that were, seriously, life-threatening; a relationship that may have caused PTSD – another story of ‘living together’, well before the final outcome of the ‘Divorce’, finalised, in December 1993, approx, has to be written up – a very scary, to myself, & “public”, degrading, & a totally unfounded; ‘rape allegation’, was then spread about by the Petitioner to many friends! The Petitioner, then fantasizing that this situation was real! Thanks, Chrissie Arnac Mayhew for the “best-est of divorce’s, ever” (life was becoming, more & more, of a, “screwed up hell”, plus, the relationship between Ro Williams, & Mayhew, both, Ro & Chrissie; cornering vast amounts of dosh, with their “same-time” divorce ambitions 1991-1992)! Horses (Quarter Horses 2 or 3 purchased) Mayhew (WES) Western Equestrian Society & dogs, Chesapeake Bay Retrievers (2 purchased) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0W9b_r7nU Such Fun https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jilly_Cooper “Riders and the Rutshire Chronicles”. Ruth Waters, & 14 “Mutual Friends” Charles Anthony Leonard Williams “LIMBOLAND” https://www.facebook.com/plugins/comment_embed.php?href=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fluckyme0%2Fposts%2F10156168709906388%3Fcomment_id%3D10156228736516388&include_parent=false
Beta (testing on – “Facebook Timeline” & Hidden, as it’s all “rather speculative” for any result – 25 Years Anni (Divorce Celebration – “No Children Involved”!) – “Packard Cars, The English Connection” – Christopher Williams & Amelia Williams + Celia Gollin (half-sister to “Ro Williams, nee, Maxwell-Muller, she has/had a brother Ian Maxwell-Muller, Ludlow, Shropshire) & (their) “Heritage” (the correspondence of 1 year approx, with, “Celia Gollin of the Mutations” prelude/historic to “The Stranglers” & other Punk Rock Groups) To: – Ro Williams (age over 60+) Newbury, Berkshire. https://www.facebook.com/ro.williams.330?lst=778806387%3A100005989950152%3A1517257018 — “celebrating an anniversary”!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0fuRWL82Ki0
The photo – The Cattistock Hunt, ‘opening meet’ 2000. Horses, Fred & ZoZo, our children, the twins aged 1, and, Lizzy’s parents. The search for a lost; history; photos; news; items – Horse Riding, so on.., Training https://www.facebook.com/robert.dressage Robert Pring, Dressage Trainer. Originally, an, antique shield (returned), John Jeffery & Son (sponsors) of ‘Brockenhurst Park Horse Trials’, for the best local rider (New Forest), throughout the competition!

Cattistock 2000
IMPROVED (this, all, is very difficult to write about, but must be done)! ‘The Love Area’, of ‘beautiful views’. Belief; ‘in what they do and don’t want’, temporally, or permanently, was recognized, as faulty – by ‘him’!); in the complete change of mind by the ‘Petitioner’, after a brief lull, in a ‘pre-prepositioned act’ (given a day before, by the ‘Petitioner’) that took place in a secluded and outside area, of the Farm’s land. Nothing untoward, took place, and any ‘intimacy’, was never allowed by the ‘Petitioner’ again – a ‘setup job’ was at the heart of her, the Petitioner’s tactics, & to cruelly cause, the maximum of emotional upset, by her accusations of some form of assault (rape), publicly, & in the UK’s, awful, “Blame Game”, for a Quickie Divorce, to then, speedily, proceed through the Courts! I then had at least 6 months of hell, & an extremely challenging & dangerous, even living with some situations that were, seriously, life-threatening; a relationship that may have caused PTSD – another story of ‘living together’, well before the final outcome of the ‘Divorce’, finalised, in December 1993, approx, has to be written up – a very scary, to myself, & “public”, degrading, & a totally unfounded; ‘rape allegation’, was then spread about by the Petitioner to many friends! The Petitioner, then fantasizing that this situation was real! Thanks, Chrissie Arnac Mayhew for the “best-est of divorce’s, ever” (life was becoming, more & more, of a, “screwed up hell”, plus, the relationship between Ro Williams, &, Mayhew, both, Ro & Chrissie; cornering vast amounts of dosh, with their “same-time” divorce ambitions 1991-1992)! Horses (Quarter Horses 2 or 3 purchased) Mayhew (WES) Western Equestrian Society & dogs, Chesapeake Bay Retrievers (2 purchased) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0W9b_r7nU Such Fun https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jilly_Cooper “Riders and the Rutshire Chronicles”. Ruth Waters, & 14 “Mutual Friends” Charles Anthony Leonard Williams “LIMBOLAND” https://www.facebook.com/plugins/comment_embed.php?href=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Fluckyme0%2Fposts%2F10156168709906388%3Fcomment_id%3D10156228736516388&include_parent=false

Except, from “Nikki”, there is no communication, obviously, they expect me to be dead, & well off “Planet Earth” to an “Never-never-land” & by now, that I am, in, off to, in some, sad respects (older-age)! They must be so embarrassed that Celia Gollin has prompted me to write about all this stuff – I hope that it stays with them, until they feel like I do, about all the dastardly deeds, on their silly & useless, senile, “dotages” (mine, as well)! 

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Beguiled” From 1978-1993
https://photos.app.goo.gl/9KZ6it84hd7oXxLq8 Charles Anthony Leonard Williams –

“Beguiled”, From 1978-1993. Did, “They Really Try To Destroy & Rob Me”? Celia Gollin, reckons, they did!
https://photos.app.goo.gl/9KZ6it84hd7oXxLq8 

Autumn 2018 – Photo Request 1978-1993

(NEW) ‘Conversation On Messenger’ – “Beguiled 1978-1993” (HOW THIS WORKS – I HAVE, “NOT A CLUE”, AS YET!)

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Nikki Heath
https://www.facebook.com/nikki.heath.9465

Seen you on facebook, a funny ‘old’ life, all is well, Many regards, Charlie W.
28 MAY 10:10.
“Time for me to do a “debrief” (Army – thing), & then, I can press on, with more latest, events, leaving the past well behind – so much old analog stuff to sort out, but a good future, into, slightly older age! I have mentioned you in a link & I thought that I would let you know. Hope that you (all) are well 
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Ro Williams
https://www.facebook.com/ro.williams.330

Have you got all the “old” analogue Photos? I have some & will post to digitalised media! Charlie W. https://photos.app.goo.gl/9KZ6it84hd7oXxLq8 
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Chrissie Arnac Mayhew
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Roie’s half-sister, ‘Celia Gollin’ of the “Mutations & Stranglers” (ostracised, from her “rather straight family” as she is far too outlandish, possibly, weird, but is very highly talented & amazing fun) is, constantly, writing to me for any news of Roie, since, 2017. This has opened up a can of worms, so to speak. It’s 25 Yrs since our 14 Yr old relationship ended – thank goodness, but it did cost a huge amount of family resources (I managed to well recover from this) + some “loss of face”, within, all the ghastly rumours that Celia has said that Roie was spreading about & about me, possibly, about many “Others” too. I have covered all this very well now & for my family – it has been, seriously, a bit of a trial & all the tracking, so very far back! I have a large-ish family now, with many interests, but I would like to get this sorted out so that I can move on to some more modern family history, now that my kids are nearly fully grown up. Of course, they are interested too, as Celia has seemed to befriend us all – she is quite famous & is known to quite a few (famous/musical) friends that I went to school with & “Others” – Regards, Charlie @ https://www.facebook.com/luckyme0
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& Bob Mayhew WES 
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Marilyn Norton
https://www.facebook.com/marilyn.norton.10

Of course, I hope that the “old buzzard”, must, be now, is well & thanks for the help with Tommy & Co, a very long time ago & no-doubt with Ro later on (do let me know as her family half-sister wants to know & I rather like her + Lizzy my wife & the Kids – “A Short Nostalgic Moment On A May Bank Holiday Sunday 2018” & with a few photos + very much younger days on ponies – “My Old Horse Lorry over 250,000 miles done & with 1 previous rebuild by me (I rebuilt it again and then sold it on) & “The Old Horses” (just about to be retired) & “An Old Home That Was Lost To Me” (deep clay & mud & far too much hard work for f* all; a childless old wife that lost her love for me & she filed for divorce herself & I agreed, “whoopee” in 1993 for this & so much more + a new younger wife & 2 kids). 1993 & I had turned 40 Yrs of age (now, 66)! “NOT ALL THAT I GOT UP TO AFTER 1993 – EITHER – WHOOPEE”!
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Deborah Keefe
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“Ro, must be, very lonely. I hope that you are keeping an eye out, we did have something going 25 + years ago & lived together for 15 yrs! It’s about as far as I can go with her brother & half-sister, “Celia Gollin”, whom I’m constantly in touch with; all about, you “know who” and that disaster area, as their family, seems to of been, & maybe – still is? https://www.facebook.com/luckyme0
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Robert Pring Dressage
https://www.facebook.com/robert.dressage
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Sue Wainwright
https://www.facebook.com/sue.wainwright.10

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“The Last Day Of School & We Have Done It All – At Long Last”. Grown-Up Life & Uni Now Follows!
18 June in Dorchester, Dorset – Photos https://photos.app.goo.gl/9KZ6it84hd7oXxLq8

Story to come if allowed?! Better just get into “ALL THE SOUNDS” – School – Roger Hodgson (Supertramp) Writer and Composer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gkbsOywVxU AND Child of Vision – Roger Hodgson (Supertramp) Writer and Composer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mm6cPXSjdRs

“Every Person Is A Time Traveller” Stephen Hawking. But, it takes some people, a very long time to realize it!
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Time_Traveler%27s_Wife
‘The Time Traveler’s Wife’ is the debut novel of American author Audrey Niffenegger, published in 2003. It is a love story about a man with a genetic disorder that causes him to time travel unpredictably, and about his wife, an artist, who has to cope with his frequent absences and dangerous experiences. Niffenegger, frustrated in love when she began the work, wrote the story as a metaphor for her failed relationships. The tale’s central relationship came to her suddenly and subsequently supplied the novel’s title. The novel, which has been classified as both science fiction and romance, examines issues of love, loss, and free will. In particular, it uses time travel to explore miscommunication and distance in relationships, while also investigating deeper existential questions.”

“The English Patient” (Film) – Almásy: There is no God… but I hope someone looks after you.
Madox: Just in case you’re interested, it’s called the “suprasternal notch”. Come and visit us in Dorset when all this nonsense is over. The “sex was faulty”. [Heads away but turns back]
Madox: You’ll never come to Dorset.
Do “they” all remember – like I do? “If Facebook & Twitter, had a child, it would be Google+” Anon https://plus.google.com/u/0/+CharlesAnthonyLeonardWilliamsluckyme0

Dorset’s, “Arcadian Felicity” The Daily Telegraph of 1872. Now that the terrible heatwave is over, (I couldn’t do f*ck all in it – not at my age) the “Summer Work” begins. Oh-shit, not up & on my “natural high” again (adrenaline is buzzing, but it does feed my “inherent, psychotic & risktaking addiction”)! Alice – “Feed Your Head” https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rH9AriEezeI

Amongst my #shablefuckers there’s a hictwat ( #hictwats ) that thinks he his a real flyer – “Not until you have done the unpowered, solo & soaring flights of hang-gliding or glider flying”! Pink Floyd – “Learning To Fly” (Official Music Video) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVhNCTH8pDs

Tee-hee-hee & a ‘temp suspension’ on you know what (reading hard – no doubt – the #hictwats & #shamblefuckers ) such a very nice feeling, getting ones own …., amongst those! Tee-hee-hee & a ‘temp suspension’ on you know what (reading hard – no doubt – the #hictwats & #shamblefuckers ) such a very nice feeling, getting ones own …., amongst those – Robert Pring, Dressage – Ro Williams, nee, Maxwell-Muller, Kingsclere, RG20 4SU – Bob Mayhew, WES – Chrissie Arnac Mayhew, Chesapeake Bay Retriever Club UK @ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Y0W9b_r7nU Cronies, to = Ian R Maxwell-Muller. Dinah Ashton, nee, Maxwell-Muller. Ref, “Celia Gollin” (correspondence) 2016-2018 https://www.phimvid.com/videos/celia-and-the-mutations-you-better-believe-me-g594a5u516f525b4g565h4.html

14/09/2018 – Good Luck, (our, “Beany”) Amelia!, ‘she, really, packs enough stuff for her room at UNI’ – to date? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archaeology

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My First family, second marriage, bringing up my 18-year-old twins, boy, and girl. I am a third generation Humanist, who has some old handwritten information and notes; collected over many years. Someone may find the articles interesting, or helpful. They could bring back a little ‘reality’, after being ‘shocked’ and ‘brainwashed’, by some malicious group, or institution (REBT Therapy). People should know better, than to do this, to our very young, and the ‘obviously’ vulnerable! Go to easily accessible, non-superstitious knowledge that is not charlatanism! https://charleslizzy.com/2011/08/06/independent-schools-inspectorate-isi-marketing-spirituality-buzzword-or-maybe-even-for-you-to-shiver-at-the-something/ The blog has given me an incentive to order my thoughts, learn, and read up again, after a few non-thinking years of (very silly) imagination and passion. Why not, get your own key to a ‘door’, customise it to suit you, and it can be, all of your very own! Don’t believe, or be led by someone else’s; inherited, stupid, and a very likely (past, and not of today’s) ‘totally preposterous reality’s’. Only some interest in the ‘really big questions’, keeps life above the level of a farce, and very little else! KEEP THINKING! Some of the posts may need some correcting. Interests: REBT Counselling, Atheism, Secularism, Humanism, Psychology, Reading, Popular Science, School Ethos, Philosophy, History, Family, Parenting, Psychology, Horse Riding, Sailing, Rescue Boat Driver, Skiing (Teppichswinger), TV Documentaries, Motorbike Cross Country Riding, Volunteer Sports Stewarding, Writing, Primitive Man, Pre-history, Social Anthropology, British Humanist Association, BHA, Meaning of Life, The Big Questions, Where am I, What am I, Why am I, Hippie Love, Knowledge, Education, Globalisation. Favorite quote: “The world belongs to those who, at least to some degree, have figured it out.” Carl Sagan, ‘The Demon Haunted World’, ‘Contact’, and other famous books DVD ‘Cosmos’. The warning of another and horrendous, “Age of Superstition”. “Isn’t there something deeply absurd in the presumption that children ought to inherit beliefs from their parents. It can be deeply damaging, even lethally divisive. A ‘them’, with an ‘against us’, mentality” – Professor Richard Dawkins. “The will to believe is stronger than mere reason in the vast majority of people” – Dr J.Brown, Army Psychologist of the 1960′s. Humans will believe in almost anything, in fact, they seek it! Why? “98% of us, trained to be just good consumers, let’s train our children to be the 2% who have their very own creativity and discernment”; quote by a famous surreal artist. “The lack of reason brings forth monsters”. “Global interconnectedness is lethal against mass religion, nationalism, racism, and other destructive memeplexes. Let us connect everybody they hate it in restrictive regimes”; from the ‘meme learning group’, Richard Brodie’s book, ‘Virus Of The Mind’ (Richard Brodie a designer for ‘Microsoft Word’). Following on, J.Bronowski, and ‘The Ascent Of Man’ TV series, and a book http://www.bbcshop.com/science+nature/the-ascent-of-man/invt/9781849901154/ with the last DVD in this series, ‘The Long Childhood’ being especially revealing. ‘Prehistory’ and the ‘Making of the Human Mind’ by Colin Renfrew, with P.Wilson’s, ‘The Domestication of the Human Species’, and Nigel Spivey’s, TV series and book, ‘How Art Made The World’, offers some further explanations. Latest reading: Jared Diamond http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jared_Diamond
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